I'm too tired to journal

I don't have the time or energy to put pen to paper and sort out my thoughts of last week,

So I'll just write a short one here.


Dear God,

I'm sorry. It's happened again. I've lost track of you. I hold on to the things I like in this world because I like them. But in doing, I forget you. I'm sorry. You let me have them, in all their unsatisfactory wholeness. And as i try harder and harder to find satisfaction elsewhere, I fail and find myself lost.

I want to be free Lord. Please, help me overcome. I just want to be with you.

Take her away. Or take me away. I can't bear it no more.

Justin