Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Emotions

My greatest strength... I have not been using.

Keeping it for a rainy day maybe.

But it is so under-developed.

Maybe I never had use for it.

There was never a battle worthy of such a weapon.


After long years of disuse the weapon remains but the hands that wield it grow wary.

It's time to bring out this one strength I have that has been in the shadows for so long.

I hope I can tame it. I've never been able to wield it before. I've never tried.


Alright my friends, I need to be myself, something I have not been all my life.

Not in it's fullness at least.

I am going to be true to myself, fearfully and wonderfully made and unleash everything I have repressed till now.


Dear Lord, give me the fury that Jesus had in clearing the temple grounds, and the anger that he had when he challenged the priests who were leading people astray. I know you have placed it in me. Help me let it out in the right way.

I don't want to be afraid anymore.

Not of them, and not of myself.

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